Life is unpredictable is not just a cliche' but a painful reality. One moment, everything feels secure and peaceful, and the next, everything changes. As a cancer survivor, I know this all too well. The journey from diagnosis to treatment, and then to remission, is filled with twists and turns that no one could ever fully prepare for. There were moments of hope when I believed I was healed completely, and yet, there were also moments of deep fear when the possibility of facing cancer again felt all too real.
The struggle of enduring treatments, procedures, and the emotional toll they take during my Breast Cancer Journey is something hard to describe. It’s as if each day was a battle, with my body feeling the weight of the fight, and my heart trying to carry on. The scars, both physical and emotional, remain long after the treatments ended. But through it all, one thing kept me going—my faith in God.
In those darkest moments, when giving up seemed easier, I turned to Him. I prayed, not for an easy path, but for the strength to walk the one laid before me. As the Bible says, "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11). Even when I couldn’t see the way forward, I trusted that He had a plan for my life, one far greater than I could understand.
I’ve been given hope so many times—healing when I didn’t expect it, support when I needed it most, and love from those around me. My loving husband stood by my side, holding my hand through each difficult moment. My family and friends were my anchors, reminding me that I was never alone, even when the road felt unbearable.
So, how do you face another possibility of cancer? Instead of succumbing to despair, I choose to embrace everything. Each day, each moment is a gift. I don’t know what the future holds, but I know who holds my future. And that brings me peace. As Proverbs 3:5-6 reminds us, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight."
I know if I trek the road again, I no longer fight it alone. I know that whatever awaits me is part of God’s greater plan. And while I’ve been given so many chances, I realize that I couldn't ask for more without recognizing how much I’ve already been blessed.
Walking this unknown path is made easier with the love of my husband, my family, and my friends. They are the lights that brighten my darkest days, and for that, I am forever grateful.
In the end, no matter what comes next, I trust that God has me in His hands. Life is uncertain, the next chapter is unknown, my faith is a little shaken, but I remain steadfast knowing that whatever happens, it's part of God's carefully laid plans.
