It’s been eons ago since I last posted an entry here. Sometimes, that yearning to write consumes my whole being and yet I feel helpless on how to express myself.
What then awakens my soul to play with words again? A lovely music perhaps. Maybe the sadness of the night. Or it could be just the invitation with the rite of words moving seamlessly with craving hands. For whatever reasons, I’m back again blogging my heart’s out.
With the awakening of my writer’s soul, I feel like I’m invading a raw pain of uncertainties. There are just so many questions hovering yet seeking for answers would just mean summoning unfounded fears. So many swirling thoughts that I can’t seem to get hold of. So many uncertainties. So many buts and ifs.
The peculiarity of this is I can’t even gauge what truly bothers me. My soul is troubled and I’m trapped. Awakening indeed…of a sad soul dancing to a blue music.